Friday, April 30, 2021

The Bartender's Secret - Caro Carson (HSE #2748 - Feb 2020)

Series: Masterson, Texas (Book 1)

Her perfect man is hiding an imperfect past
 
When street smart meets book smart…
 
Connor McClaine notices Delphinia Ray the first time she walks into his bar. Quiet, sheltered, educated, the shy Shakespeare professor is way out of his league. But "whoever loved that loved not at first sight?" The rough-edged bar owner tries to push her away, convinced she can't handle the harsh truth about his past. Sweet Delphinia, however, has gotten under his skin, daring him to face his demons and defy what he believes is his fate.

 
I loved this book. I started reading it during the afternoon and, except for stopping for dinner, didn't quit reading until I finished it late last night. As a former English major, I loved the English professor heroine and the Shakespeare themes that ran throughout. It was easy to see myself in "Dr. Dee's" students. My college was also a small one located in a small town, so I could relate to the setting also.
 
I loved the two main characters, Dr. Delphinia Ray and Connor McClaine. Delphinia is a bit shy when outside her comfort zone. She lives with her parents, high-level faculty members, who love her but don't listen to her. She dates a rather bland law professor that her parents approve of but yearns for the connection and passion she sees in the romances she reads. Delphinia loves her work but sometimes feels constrained by outside expectations. She's not satisfied with her life, but not quite sure how to fix it.
 
Connor made my heart ache. When he was seventeen, he made the mistake of getting in a car with some friends, not knowing the vehicle was stolen. As a result, he spent six months in prison and gained the title of ex-con for the rest of his life. His experiences in jail profoundly affected him, as did the days immediately after his release. His encounter with Seamus Murphy behind The Tipsy Musketeer pub changed his life. But try as he might, Murphy could not get Connor to see past his ex-con label to the good man he'd become. Connor believes that his past means nobody would want a relationship with him. I loved seeing Connor in his element at the bar, taking care of people. There were some fantastic scenes where his overall protectiveness and love of people shine.
 
I loved watching the relationship develop between Delphinia and Connor. She intrigued him from the moment she walked into the bar, and he got her attention when she saw him carry a keg in from the storeroom. It made me smile when their eyes met during the Shakespeare presentations. I laughed out loud when Connor got jealous over his employee's attempts to flirt with Delphinia, then chew him out for putting his professor in an awkward position. I also ached for him because he let his insecurity over his past stop him from following through on his interest and the interest he saw in her eyes. I felt terrible for Delphinia because she was interested, but her self-confidence was so low she didn't believe he'd be interested in her. Fortunately, it didn't stop her from returning to the bar as often as possible.
 
It doesn't take long before Delphinia compares the way Connor makes her feel to how her lawyer boyfriend, Vincent, makes her feel. Early in the book, a very prophetic scene takes place when she's late for a function they were to attend together. But the more she tries to get closer to Connor, the more he pulls away, trying to protect himself from her reaction if she knew his past. I loved how he saved her after that horrible dinner with Vincent and his friends, followed by the bridge meeting at the bar. The rooftop scene where he told Delphinia about his past broke my heart as he waited for her to reject him. I loved her reaction and the effect it had on him, but he still pushed her away. But when he witnesses Vincent's abusive behavior, Connor forgets everything in his determination to protect her. That scene, and the overwhelming support that Connor received, made an incredibly emotional ending.
 
The secondary characters, good and bad, made the story even richer. Kristopher's youthful attempts to flirt with Delphinia were both painful and funny, and his respect for Connor made him sit up and take notice when reprimanded. I laughed at Bridget's little sister-like attitude toward Connor, which went along with his brotherly treatment of her. I adored Murphy from the moment he took Connor in to his attempts to get through his stubborn head. I loved how he knew Connor well enough to figure out that he had "woman troubles."
 
On the other side, Delphinia's parents made me so mad at the way they treated her. They ignored her when she tried to tell them how she felt and behaved like she was too naïve to be on her own. Two things made me especially angry: how they pushed her at Vincent and when her father took her off the campus apartment list. They sure had their eyes opened at the end. Then there was Vincent. He gave me the creeps the first time I saw him with Delphinia, and it only got worse. His attitude about Connor and his attempts to discredit him over the pedestrian bridge made me mad. Finally, the new sheriff epitomized everything that gives law enforcement a bad name.
 
This is one book that I could easily reread many times.

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